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Monday, 16 November 2009
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College Update (a.k.a-Cali > Montana)
So, after a lot of thinking and contemplating and discussing, I've decided that I'm moving back to California next year. I'm going home to visit in about a month (yay!) and don't have to come back until the end of january, which is pretty spiffy. Now, I'm not straight up moving back to Greenfield. I mean, I still call it home and once I live in Cali again, I'm sure I'll be there to visit allllll the time, but I'm gonna apply to schools in So-Cal, and maybe some near home. I already know for sure that i'm gonna apply to Biola university, which is a private Christian school in LA. I'm not yet sure what other schools I want to apply to but I'm only gonna apply to 3 since afterall, I am already in college. And if i don't get accepted to any of them (which i doubt will happen) then oh well, that doesn't mean much cuz i'm already here. Then again, I may just decide to move home and go to hartnell until i can transfer as a junior to another school. I miss california so much. It's just a different place there. And you're probably thinking "well duh, of course it is" but you don't understand what i mean. I now realize that we seriously are a different breed in cali (and hawaii too, my roommate is from there and we talk about home all the time and it almost sounds like we're talking about the same place). Anddd my computer keeps going to sleep on me (i really need a new one!) so i should go, even though i have more to say.
hope all is well with everyone =]
peace & love,
Paige :)
Friday, 23 October 2009
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"you seem really happy" =]
Mmkay, so, i was texting my mom this morning, and she asked me what i was gonna do this weekend, and i said that i wasn't sure yet, but that i was gonna hang out with travis later today. then she asked me about him, and i said "he told me likes me =) and he texts me all the time. and we hung out last night and after he left he texted me and told me that i look really cute and he texts me every night right before he goes to sleep and tells me goodnight. and we're gonna eat dinner together tonight :)" and then my mom texted me back and said "Oh wow. You sound happy. i'm glad for you. be careful. take it slow. and take a picture for me. lol"
The funny thing is, she's not the only one to notice my change of attitude lately either.
Yesterday me and morgan (my roommate) were hanging out in our room and i was listening to music and she said "Wow, I can tell you're really happy cuz you're music changed. It's all happy and dancy now and not sad and upset and pissed off" i just laughed and smiled really big.
OH and i'm soooo excited for next weekend!!! halloween!!!! YAY!!!
me and morgan went downtown yesterday and we got her wrist pierced (surface piercing) at this really cool place that we like going too just cuz the people are cool and she's in love with the piercer there who's from santa cruz (he's super cool) and then we went to the mall and i got my halloween costume! i'm the girl version of the mad hatter =] and it's SOOO cute!!! i can't wait!!!! ah! haha =]
So yeah, I've been pretty happy lately :)
Peace out kiddies <3
Paigeeee.
Friday, 16 October 2009
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Currently
It's Only Natural
By The Higher
It's Only Natural
see relatedi love college boys :]
Kay, so, a few weeks ago i got into an argument with my (now ex) boyfriend, in which he accused me of meeting someone else. i told him that i hadn't, but honestly, I'M IN COLLEGE. i meet at least one (more like 4) new attractive boys every week. So no, i did not meet someone new. I met several new people. Some artsy, some athletic, some just flat out cool, and ALL of them attractive. The more time i spend here, the more time i'm out and meeting people, the more i love it here, and the easier moving on is.
There's two guys that i really like...one i met like, the second week here, the other one i met last week.
There's also multiple others that are attractive, cool, and funny. lol.
The first guy knows I like him (thank you robbie.) but we haven't hung out in like 3 weeks, and it's not as big of a crush as it was before, and i'm pretty sure that he doesn't like me, but that's okay cuz he's cool so i'm fine just being friends.
The other one i met through my roommate. I don't think he knows i like him, but i know that he think's i'm cute. he wouldn't tell morgan anything else though, cuz he knew that she'd tell me everything he said. haha.
He's really cool, but i'm not gonna act all weird and crap. i'm okay either way, if something happens, or if it doesn't.
i'm in college, i have endless possibilitys, afterall. haha
peace out kiddies <3
Thursday, 24 September 2009
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Currently
Brand New Eyes
By Paramore
Looking up
see relatedi want to move the fuck on.
Okay so i'm sitting here listening to the new paramore cd on myspace since it doesn't come out in stores until the 29th lol and thinking back on all the shit i've gone through in the past 3 years.
I'm ready to move on from it all. ALL of it.
The rejection, the being cheated on, the being treated like shit by both guys that meant the fucking world to me at different times and all the shit they both put me through and how shitty they were able to make me feel.
I'm ready for something real, someone real, someone who will treat me right and who i'll (eventually) fall completely in love with.
Sometimes it's hard for me to believe that I even still believe in love after what the two of them put me through.
Both of them said they loved me one day and then the next day acted like i didn't exist and that i didn't matter, even though i was the only person there for both of them for a long time.
my friend said it really good the other day.
She said "you love people unconditionally, but sometimes, it's a little bit TOO unconditional."
and she's absolutely right. i let them fuck me over so many times.
one wayyyyyyy more then the other.
and i mean, i don't wish either of them bad. i really don't.
i hope that they both grow up and have good lives and learn how to treat girls.
i'm just done letting them back in my life and my heart.
i want a guy whos gonna treat me really good, and mean what he says, and not say he loves me but then go and fuck my best friend or flirt with every-fucking-thing that has a goddamn vag, especially if they've never even fucking met them.
I really am just done. I'm moving on, growing up, and living my brand new life in a brand new place with brand new (fantastic) people.
Peace out kiddies <3
Paigeee.
Monday, 21 September 2009
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Currently
It's Not Me, It's You
By Lily Allen
I Could Say
see relatedhello xanga!
wow, it's been a really long time since i've written anything.
college has me suuuuuper busy.
i have a job now.
i work for this place called "The HuckleBerry People."
So, in the mornings i leave my dorm by like 7:35, bike 2 miles to work, make candy for 4 hours, and then bike 2 miles back to school to change, shove food in my mouth, and get to class by 1:10.
the people here are amazing <3
i'm gonna have to get some pictures up soon.
and i would write way more, but it's almost 11pm and i still have to take a shower since i have work in the morning.
peace out kiddies, love you!
Paigeeee <3
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